September...

I have got less than three months until I will be back to Japan.
When I am thinking about going back to Japan, I have a kind of ambiguous feeling. If someone ask me whether you want to stay here or not, I would say "yes...but no."
I know once I will leave Brisbane, it is quite difficult to return here because of time and money problem. I like Australian environment and atmosphere. In addition, I like Australian people's way to think. And most importantly, here is the environment that I am surrounded by English.
However, recently I have been thinking many things that I want to do in Japan such as to eat sushi for just 1$, to start part-time job, go to a driving school to get a driver licence and meet my friends. I listen to many Korean, although obviously I should focus on English. I guess these thoughts and behaviours are just to escape from my UQ life.
In UQ life, I always feel I can do nothing. Not only lack of English skill but also that of knowledge. I faced many situations that when a discussion started, I fully understood the question but I could not came up with my own idea. In the other time, I had an idea but was not able to express it in English. I was disappointed by myself and frustrated many times.
But, I am sure I have learnt a lot of things through this study abroad.

So here is things that I want to do.
Already planned: Surfing, to go to DFO, to watch Riverfire.
Not yet: to do Aussie BBQ, to go to movie world and night-time mt-cootha, to explore my surburb, to eat various kinds of food as much as I can, to finish assignments, to buy souvenirs.
I will try to make my last 3 months special and meaningful for me.